For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds; Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; and having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. 2 Corinthians 10:4-6
Unfortunately, as I self-disclose today, I realized that I have been emotionally off balanced. in so many directions. Honestly, I've been feeling some kind of way for quite some time and it's not always expedient for me to share my thoughts. Today, I need to be real, as well as candid in order to continue to move forward freely. And perhaps, I can help someone who might be struggling with the same issue.
This past weekend in particular, including the last couple of weeks, I have come to some unpleasant awakenings (you know, the times when you realize the light just came on). It’s not that I wasn’t aware but it was as if the light was shining so brightly that it could not be ignored. The Lord certainly has a way of getting our attention when we aren’t listening as attentively as we should. I’m not sure how many would readily admit that, however, I do know that the truth shall set you free and this day I intend to be free and stay free.
As God began speaking His Word through others more frequently, I realized that I had allowed myself to sink into something that was not conducive to my lifestyle. I had let emotional strongholds take hold and literally rule my thoughts and actions. I received this "light moment" from an event I attended and when the speaker said, “emotional strongholds impair (weaken or damage) our ability to operate; rob us of our joy and allows the enemy to have a foothold on our lives.” This in turn, affects our behavior, changes our demeanor and alters our attitudes. Like the children of Israel, I found myself murmuring and complaining about everything and just going through the motions of life which is not me. Because we are in the world, we deal with so much on a daily basis and so life happens. There are circumstances, situations, events, and people that can and will cause or wreak havoc in our lives. Some, we can prevent and some, we simply cannot. It affects our emotions, our attitudes, our thoughts, and our actions and it will overtake us, if we allow it.
Undoubtedly, I can say that I am one who has never cared about what others say because I love who I am (first rule: love and know thyself) and I’m grateful for the person that God has called me to be. Even while in my youth, I was very confident and secure, yet, I have always experienced this type of negativity most of my life when others, especially from those closest to me would try and sabotage or defame character or slander your name. However, I realized long ago that not everyone (i.e., your sisterfriends, your girls or your ace boon) is in your corner or will ever be happy about who you are or what God is doing in your life even though, they willingly express, "I'm here for you." Please understand that some have a different agenda or perhaps dealing with their own “stuff or baggage” that has nothing to do with you. Oftentimes, we will allow the words and the actions of others to discourage us and we allow it sink into our spirit. They say misery loves company and a lot of times if we are not careful, the negativity will attach itself to us and before you know it, things have crept in unaware and set up house. These in particular have had a toll on my emotions, along with the other circumstances and situations of life that I’m dealing with. Things had become overwhelming and I unknowingly, allowed it to affect me over time. This weekend, I had to come to myself, remembering who I am and do some house cleaning moment!
This scripture was in my spirit because it is imperative to bring every thought into captivity. We cannot allow the enemy (anyone or anything) to take up room and cause us to be unbalanced emotionally. I love what Paul tells the Corinthians: “But I beseech you that I may not be bold when I am present with that confidence, wherewith I think to be bold against some, which think of us as if we walked according to the flesh. For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh, for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but divinely powerful for the destruction of forces. We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raises up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ.” Paul reminds us that we must remember to carry this in our spirit as if it is the air we breathe to maintain our well-being, mind, body and soul.
Now, I have not in the business of allowing the enemy in any form to come in and attach itself to me and cause me to step outside the will of God or the ark of safety and I am not about to start. So I put the devil on notice today that I am not the one. I bless God for knowing that I am blood bought, fire baptized and powerful through the spirit of God that dwells in me. While also reminding myself that I am fearfully and wonderfully made and not a force to be reckoned with. I have been called to do a work that He purposed for “me” to do – and remembering that He is counting on me to do just that. There are no weapons that are formed against me that will or can prosper! No matter what the circumstances or the situations that arise in our lives, no matter how things look, no matter how things feel, no matter the hindrances or the bumps in the road on this journey, we must hold on to that “mustard seed” of faith and know that all things work together for good to those who love God, and to those who are the called according to His purpose.
We must keep our minds and our thoughts stayed on the Lord. There cannot be any fainting, even though it's easy to get discouraged if you take the time to stop, look, listen and then decide that maybe it’s easier to give up, give in, hide in a corner or just check out emotionally. Trust me, this is not an option. We cannot get weary in our well doing nor allow the enemy to have dominion over our actions and especially our thoughts. We must lay aside every weight and the sin which so easily besets, affects, troubles, or overwhelms us (Heb 12:1). I encourage you as I encourage myself today to be steadfast and stand strong; continue to be unmovable, unyielding, and firm; always flourishing, and thriving in the work of the Lord and bringing every thought into captivity that rises up against it!
Until the morning, be blessed,
Cynde