This morning, I started singing “Take Me Back, by Andrae Crouch. I could hear our choir from the 80’s singing and my girl Vivian leading with a beautiful soulful rendition, but today, I had my own version. Initially, I had to laugh because the thought and the words came to me in reference to the weather. It was a very cold morning (27 degrees) and I was singing to the Lord to please take me back to the palm trees and warm sunshine. As I begin to think about the chorus of the song, “Take me back, take me back dear Lord, to the place where I first believed you. Take me back; take me back dear Lord where I first believed” it pricked my memory about the Bible study lesson last night which dealt with the very scripture the Lord showed to me before the process of my life changing transition. It’s amazing how a lesson will come back to you almost immediately and definitely when a reminder is needed. Even as wonderful as the words “take me back” sounded to my ears, I know that at this time this is not God’s plan nor is it an option for me. I'm moving forward toward God's purpose for my life, there's no going back!
The lesson spoke to our obedience to the call of God and how Abram heard from the Lord who told him to get up, you and your family and get out of your country, and away from your kindred and from thy father's house, unto a land that I will show you. Abram, a man who knew not God, yet trusted Him, packed up everything and left. He had no clue as to where he was going, what he’d be doing, yet, he had to believe and trust and go by faith that God would make every provision for him and his family. The teacher expounded beautifully in that unlike us today, we have a variety of places to stop for the things we need in order to make a move to another city or state or even a country – Abram did not have any of our modern day luxuries or conveniences, yet He made the move on just God's word. He, his family and servants had to walk, ride asses, and heave cattle for the journey; a journey that he had no idea as to how long it would take or where they were going. He wasn’t fortunate enough to have U-Haul service to transport his belongings, there were no mini marts for water, food or snacks; no hotels or motels for a nice warm bed for everyone or rest areas to stop along the way. There’s no mention in the scripture that Abram murmured or complained or said take me back Lord because He hadn’t given him a plan, or a roadmap or had shown him what was waiting for him once he reached his destination – he left his country with total dependence and trust in God. The rest of the story of Abraham’s faith is documented and counted as righteousness. However, God did exactly what He said He would for him in verses 2 and 3, And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing: And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.
Occasionally, not always, when we are in the midst of not understanding what the Lord is doing in our lives or His plan for our lives; when we are not necessarily questioning but perhaps doubting or wondering why sometimes, we might begin to think about going back to a comfortable place, a place where we are not out of our comfort zone; a familiar place. That place where I would call home, a place where my family and my kindred reside and a place where I was safe; a place where everybody knows my name. It’s hard sometimes even when we say we believe and we trust and have faith in God during a transition. Especially, when God has told us to get up and go to a place that He will show us; when we can’t see where we are going and when we don’t know why we are going or when we are unsure about the provisions made. Even though I know first hand how difficult letting go of what is familiar to you; to go where God has instructed without knowing the plan or the purpose; wanting to know some if not all of the details but not getting any info, I am encouraged as I am reminded of Abram's journey. If we are to be like Abram, then we have to trust God and be obedient in His leading. And like Abram, exercising total faith and not focusing in on the how, the when, why or what we will do or where we will walk in advance. Withoug doubt and without fear, knowing that God can and will provide for everything we need for His purpose. Not to mention that we have the Sprirt of God, something that Abram did not have; someone to lead us, guide us, keep us along our journey. The Spirit of God helping us to keep ourselves in the most holy faith and not be concerned with trying to figure out God's ways but as one who assures us while being patient and waiting for Him to guide our footsteps. He is sure to be on time and will never steer us wrong. God has a strategic plan for our lives and He knows who we are and who He wants us to be ... a blessing to Him, His people and to be used for His glory. We don't know whose life will be affected and changed because we allow the Lord to move us to where He has placed us to be a blessing.
I love what it says in Ephesians 1:11-13 and it keeps me remembering who I am and who God has purposed me to be: In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: That we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted in Christ. In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise. All I can think of today is Lord, I am not interested in you taking me back but I am excited about the places you are leading me on my journey as you did with Abram; places where I am excited and ready by faith to go wherever You say go! Take me back... not!
Until the morning, be blessed,
Cynde